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(VERSE 1)
Put them in fear of the dark silhouette comin' down
The stairs / Wearing all black / Tearin' shit up without
Remorse / Born of the night / Forged in the underground
Somethin' proud of where it came from and made it count
Hate me now or love me / Either way I'm consuming
Everything in my path / Enemies I'm entombing
In shallow graves and makeshift coffins around the way
Let'em know all of my rivals should now get down and pray
That's how I made the wire in my blood activate
Nocturnal thuggin' / Strangulation's my favorite way
Eliminating competition / It's kill or be killed
Even those afraid to battle me still will be thrilled
Tortured souls and restless spirits defy logic
My interior psyche's architecturally gothic
And I ain't stoppin' from livin' my life kamikaze
Till I'm ridin' shotgun with Lucifer in a black buggati
(CHORUS)
Things will never be the same / Entire lives rearranged
I have arrived / And they will know now
With my unquenchable need / On your fears I will feed
I have arrived / And they will know now
(VERSE 2)
Bring out the dead / I'm no longer a silent killer
I went from psychological horror to violent thriller
Picture me rollin' in a death proof vehicle grippin'
A double barrel sawed off shotgun ready to hit'em
Up when I see'em / Speak of the devil / Here I am
On the road to perdition again / A wicked man
Unattractive and sick on the mic like Bray Wyatt
They look at me like a wendigo and stay quiet
See through my eyes like Brainscan / I'm homicidal
Surveillance footage of my arrival has gone viral
I'm rhymin' under the influence of somethin' wicked
Like my body's a vessel for vengeful apparitions
Shadows of my unsolved crimes / I cast them wisely
Fuck'em all / I'm too far gone now to put it mildly
They've held me back for too long now / I'm unshackled
And I'm ready for battle / Walking out this derelict chapel
(VERSE 3)
Immortal wanderer torn between worlds observin'
Dead black eyes and razor smiles on faces lurkin'
I'm always down for whatever October involves
In the ravine exchanging glances with Monsterdolls
When autumn calls I fall under it's spell enthralled
Till they shit on me then I wanna kill'em all
And then return to the Schattenjager / I'm not a player
I just fuck a lot of shit up to murder the game later
Innovative like Tommy Dreamer taking lashes
From a Singapore cane to his back in a savage
Display of honor and endurance / I'm currently fightin'
A war in my head fueled by rage and lit my lightnin'
Like a storm came sweeping over the battleground
My thunder sounds like God himself brought the gavel down
In the end you'll be dumbfounded and soakin' wet
And I'll be flickin' a cigarette at the accelerant
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Immortal Wanderer
03:37
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(CHORUS) (2X)
Immortal wanderer... sippin' on the devil's own...
Hellish elixir they'll... never know when I'll be home...
I keep it wicked so... tell'em all... let it be known...
Vengeance is mine... wherever I decide to roam...
(VERSE 1)
Sharpen my gaze like I'm in the midst of a tarot reading
With sirens wailing off in the distance / The air I'm breathing
Is rarely clean and sometimes I feel like I'm weighted down
By some accursed enchantment but I'm still standin' proud
Whenever I come back around I'm on sacred ground
When I was young I learned never to let your hatred cloud
My judgement even when trouble is at my door or death is
Around the corner / I'mma hold'em sufficiently breathless
With my story cause I was destined to penetrate
Beyond the veil and if they question my mental state
I'll kill the flame and make it an even darker image
Hauntingly vivid / My artistry is hard to mimic
I'm from the city of bridges but a wandering spirit
And a stone throw away from an early grave / You hear it
In every bar and every verse and every song
Knowin' my physical presence on this earth won't be long
(VERSE 2)
From psych ward visits combined with years of outpatient treatment
To metronomes and writing verses for lacing beats with
Destined to flow like a river and I know they ain't ready
Collect my thoughts as I stand alone on the Cape May jetty
Makin' the deadly art of survivin' treacherous waters
Unpredictable like that shotgun wielding woman in Martyrs
Shielding the flame when I spark up in the dark / I'm only
Human but livin' a life I knew would be different / Don't be
Afraid to follow / The places I go are world's apart
I'm touchin' down at LAX as it's gettin' dark
Hours later I'm drivin' Sunset and bumpin' Tech
N9ne "Trapped In A Psycho's Body" lookin' to whet
My appetite with an LA Woman kissin' the sky
In a SoCal bungalow / God I love it when she get high
Within a few days I'll be back in Three River Country
Crashin' on the couch in the studio cause I'm still hungry
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Dark House at Sunrise
06:02
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(VERSE 1)
First thing I remember was the sound of a light wind
I was on my back on some dirt ground
A little dazed / Starin' straight up at the sky
With an enigmatic shade of orange and not a single cloud
I sat up to observe my surroundings
Dumbfounded by the wide open field of dry brown grass
And the wall of impenetrable wilderness
Circling it all / Helping keep away the winter's grasp
When I saw what appeared to be a house
Which stood like an island then it hit me like a shotgun
Overwhelmed by it's tomb-like presence
And enamored by the way the light made it turn to oxblood
Walking a lone path heading toward it I
Barely even noticed that cabin on the hillside
Or the old man sitting in his yard / He was strummin' a guitar
Eyes black / I can hear'em hummin'
(CHORUS) (4X)
I can see ghosts in your eyes...
Like windows of a dark house at sunrise
(VERSE 2)
Next thing I remember were the chimes
On the porch hanging off to the left of the rocking chair
Every window had not one closed shutter or a curtain
Telling me somebody is in there
When I went around back after knockin' at the front door
Nobody answered / Curiosity
Got the best of me / It wanted to feed
All I need is to find another way inside then I'll be
Able to understand what's goin' on
I was caught off guard by a hand pressed against the glass
Of the kitchen door windowpane and a flash
Of a woman's face but it all just happened so fast
I shook it off... turned the knob... when I entered I
Faintly heard a record player comin' from the foyer
Echoing the same tune the old man played
I was mesmerized by the needle as the vinyl spun
(VERSE 3)
Last thing I remember was the needle
For a split second looked like a finger with a sharp nail
And the translucent figure that appeared
On the couch in the next room poised with a dark veil
On her face then another brushed past me
Heading up the stairs / Disappearing on the landing
Then one after another came in view
They too did not seem to acknowledge me standing
Right there / Catching sight of the faded brown
Pictures in the hallway / They all had a strangely
Familiar face I'd come across before
I heard a woman's voice at the front door say "Please
Come outside" I'd recognize my
Black haired diamond's anywhere / Threw open the door and
I ran out / She was nowhere to be found
When I looked back at the house every window had a face at it
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(VERSE 1)
These wicked streets keep intensifyin' the war within me
Allowing the voices in my head to reign in those dimly
Lit passageways and the mental chambers my brain's constructed
Sometimes I feel so diminished yet still able to function
To some degree where I can fake a more cheerful demeanor
Fearful of what you might see beneath the Virginia creeper
I used to love it but nowadays I'm so uninspired
My wandering spirit's spent the past year lost in the mire
And all the while my state of disrepair's been well hidden
Despite the faces I've caught at my windows looking in when
I drop my guard cause often times it feels senseless
Like my failed attempts at rekindling childhood friendships
I'll never get back / The fact is I'm nearly reaching my breaking point
On a regular basis clearly seeking a haven void
Of all these uncontrolled thoughts physically manifesting
And the fog has never looked so visually arresting
(CHORUS)
I'm in a delicate state / Can't even keep my head straight
I wanna self medicate / Until I no longer care
Battling these demons inside / Feels like I'm losing my mind
And I can't see cause I'm blind / From all the smoke I exhale
Whenever enemies tread / On me is when I see red
So stay the fuck out my head / Cause I don't want'em in there
Caught in this ill-fated trap / And all these walls painted black
I feel them pulling me back / To where the banshees wail
(VERSE 2)
Always casting their ominous shadows
Like bottomless pools of ink / If I could only unravel
The mystery behind every decision I've been makin'
I sit alone in the dark almost inhumanly patient
Waiting to break away like a sheet of ice on the water
And drift off into a silent oblivion / The Daughter
of TIme is truth and I refuse to acknowledge her presence
Both our reflections are going in opposite directions
The substances in my system have gone and left me numb
While something not of this world's begun composing my requiem
The setting sun turns the clouds in the sky to dying embers
In fireplaces / If I could escape I'd try and venture
Beyond the walls of indifference which I'd met with before
Making me see no other options I'm able to explore
I seen the door at the end of the hallway creaking open
Knowin' they'll one day find me on the floor bleeding and broken
(VERSE 3)
Just like a stranger committing to paper
What an initially skeptic reader would think it later
A vivid account of a doomed poet spiraling downward
Plus oscillating between dazed and violent outbursts
My darkest hours involve a figure lookin' back at me
With satisfaction in it's eyes while maniacally laughing
Try and imagine the deafening silence soon to follow
Killing my hunger / Consuming even less food tomorrow
My source of revenue can't keep up with my thirst for something
To numb my sense of despair / I've come to worship one thing
The people I thought I knew became harbingers of pain
And I fell prey to their bullshit / In the end charge it to the game
I start to shake as my eyes roll back like an exorcism
Is taking place when I'm standing on the edge of the prison
Roof in my head as if I'm escaping the Shalebridge Cradle
Diving headfirst into the black which may later prove fatal
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Blood Red Sunset
04:05
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(VERSE 1)
Evidently I'm a product of a dark environment
With a deepening obsession
Even in the cold I'm fired up with aggression
And I'm tired of holding back from screaming with a vengeance
Chemical dependencies no longer control me
I'm a soldier on a mission determined to brave the storm
Dangerously torn between the world of the living
And the realm of the dead I'm ready to be reborn
Pourin' over me the red rain is coming down in buckets
Fuck it I'm lookin' back up at the sky
Smilin' in the face of Armageddon I'll die
Before giving an inch or submitting I will defy
Gravity shackling me I'm now reaching beyond
To show'em all what they never thought I was capable of
As the shadows blanket the world save for the above
And the dying light of day has time bathing in blood
I'mma open up my arms
(CHORUS)
They all wanna see me dead in the water
One man's laughter is another manslaughter
Nights are getting darker but I ain't done yet
Till my silhouette against a blood red sunset (arms spread)
I'mma finish what I started
Demons in my mind gonna fight with me regardless
Life is getting harder but I ain't done yet
Till my silhouette against a blood red sunset
(VERSE 2)
There's a method in my madness
With an element of fear surgin' in my lyricism
Lyrics still matter in Benjamin's world listen
Every bar I've ever spit was first written in crimson
Syncin' up with the insidious rythms lurking
Underneath the surface a perfect murder of crows
Circle in the air I'm staring back at the ghosts of my past
With a cache of ammunition for those
Lookin' to attack and weaken my foundation
I'm the most passionate fan of rap you could imagine
Though I identify with the wicked shit the most
Don't mean I ain't got love for the culture that made it happen
Grabbin' life by the throat cause I'mma make it my bitch
My favorite cousin Frankie Von Doll told me that shit
Just one of the few who I wanna make proud of me
Now the dead woman in the painting's reaching out for me
While screaming my name
(VERSE 3)
I'm utilizing every ounce of adrenaline
Rising like an August Moon at dusk
Signifying just how much I'm able to crush anybody in my way
I never felt such a rush
Still can't get enough of your attempts to derail my endeavors
I sure as hell ain' t gon' make it easy for you
Pullin' into park I ain't Rollin' In a 64
But like Pistol I'mma Hit'em Like A Bullet
Tore through every single part
Of their body armor if you wanna start a war
I'mma ratchet up the tension
When I catch'em slippin' I'mma get'em and diminish
Any hope of escape and then I'll laugh with a vengeance
Entering the yard approachin' the graveled terrace
Where I'll Stand for the Fire Demon with the sole
Desire to look him right in the eye while I'm bleedin'
To deprive him of any satisfaction of control
Cause I'm no longer afraid...
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Kept from Dying Within
03:16
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(VERSE 1)
Poeticizing my darkness and voicing my wicked
Thoughts gave me an outlet for this poison to exit
Out of my system / Every song's a mission accomplished
Though its a common misconception I gotta be honest
You really don't know where an artist is comin' from
Cause those outside of it are quick to judge but there are some
Willing to give it a chance and have an open mind
Cause the one's who identify with it refuse to blind
Themselves to this cold world or deny their own evil
Humans are animals too and there's two kinds of people
The ones who live and the ones who breath / There is a difference
So why's it wrong for a musician to test their limits?
And help their listeners feel that they are not alone
It's not uncommon for the masses to fear the unknown
To fight the devil you gotta be a devil yourself
And willing to venture into your own personal hell
(CHORUS)
I spit the wicked shit to keep me from dying within
Nothing to lose so I'm not afraid of trying to win
The war is on and the lightning is striking again
I'm fighting my inner demons with a mic in my hand
I spit the wicked shit to keep me from dying within
Nothing to lose so I'm not afraid of trying to win
I'm fighting my inner demons with a mic in my hand
The war is on and the lightning is striking again
(VERSE 2)
Silence is golden while in the presence of quiet souls
Orchestrating these dark symphonies blessing microphones
Okay, I'm reloaded fully intent on absorbin'
The impact / Embracing the dark and reinforcin'
My armor / Pouring my heart into a tenebrous portrait
Of an emcee driven with a venom that's coursin'
Through his veins and wylin' like a headless snake writhing
During moments of clarity I meditate striving
For perfection even though I'm not perfect / I never
Listened when they said Horrorcore's a fruitless endeavor
Though I'm not against stepping out of my comfort zone
The underground is the only place I've felt at home
And had I known the exact moment when I said fuck it
And gave it my all without thinking I'd make a profit
I'd feel this immense weight lifted off of my shoulders
I'd have started decades ago but now I have closure
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